So Close Yet So Far…

They say when you truly love someone distances don’t matter. Sometimes they don’t, because even if the person is far away from you physically he/she resides in your heart and in spite of being far, they’re never really far. But, what happens when someone you love is close to you but still seems miles away? They’re right in front of you but you cant confess your love to them. They see you but still can’t see your feelings. And you’re left wondering whether they really don’t know about it or they just don’t wanna accept it. This is a little something that sums up the feeling.

 

I can feel your eyes on me, 

But I fear looking into them, 

Afraid I’ll lose myself in them, 

Without even knowing it…

 

I see you right in front of me, 

But can’t speak to you, 

For the fear of letting it slip, 

How I feel about you…

 

I know you’ve noticed me, 

But I wonder why don’t you show it, 

I can see you trying to figure me out, 

So why don’t you just read my eyes???

 

 

Why this feeling of emptiness?

Oh boy! You’ve made me such a mess, 

It drives me crazy that you can’t see, 

What I feel for you…

 

Is it that you’re unaware of my feelings

Or are you just pretending to be so???

You don’t know how much it breaks me inside

that you’re SO close to me ..yet .. SO far…

 

Lovestruck…

I  always thought I wasn’t the kind,

Who would go crazy for someone,

I lived in a world of my own,

Living life crazy and loud, 

And that’s when you came & changed everything…

 

Just that moment when on you I set my sight , 

My whole existence was shaken,

And that moment I realised,

My heart that I guarded so well ,

Had been taken…

 

When I wasn’t expecting,

You struck me like a lightning, 

It was so blinding,

Your charm was so stunning, 

That I didn’t see it coming, 

 

I wish I could explain, 

How amazing you make me feel, 

And when you’re with me baby, 

The only emotion I know is bliss,

And my smile just dosen’t disppear

 

I felt I was crushing for you

But it seems so much more than that,

I can feel the chemistry  between us,

And I know that steadily,

Oh boy, I’m falling hard for you …

 

I know I sound totally crazy, 

Its a shock that I could be so lovestruck, 

But who has been able to control their feelings

And with that killer of a smile of yours for me

What else was there that I could do…

 

Wish words could express

What my heart says ,

Look into my eyes, 

And you’ll know the depth

Of my love for you

 

Let the silence speak, 

Listen to my heartbeat, 

All it wants is that this moment doesn’t end

All I ask of you is

Just stay with me FOREVER…