The Wheel Of Time…

Well, here I am again… Actually, I thought of writing on how time changes everything around us. I started it as a poem… but .. well .. it turned out to be something a little different. But, then again , as they say sometimes there are no perfect endings, that some poems don’t rhyme, and some stories don’t have a clear beginning, middle or an end. Well.. this is something in that category only..

 

 

Somewhere in the past. that is long lost now,

I remember playing the blind man’s buff game..

 

I vaguely remember, how I jumped at the mention of

my favorite chocolate or  ice cream& relished every bite of it..

 

But clearly I remember the time when realities hit my face, 

at an age where I was to enjoy, I grew up before time permitted

 

It was when I lost everything, I learnt of my existence, 

It was after losing myself, I found a new me…

 

All of it was a game, that time had played with me, 

It gave sorrows & tears, which hurt & pained…

 

But it also made up for what it did, 

it healed me & how?..It made me evermore stronger…

 

I loved & lost a loved one, I trusted & got betrayed, 

went through heartbreaking moments & those of weaknesses..

 

But somewhere in the darkness, I found a ray of hope, 

In the lost paths, I found my own destiny…

 

Between the tears, I stole a few smiles, 

In moments of pain, I found myself laughing on them..

 

And I realized that life goes on, 

the wheel of time keeps moving, never ever stopping..

 

Time showed everything, the good & bad, happiness & sorrows,

trust & betrayal, love  & hate, friendship & animosity, life & death…

 

It broke ..but healed too, there are time I wish..

I could go back and change the past

 

But then again that past itself is the reason of my existence, 

It made me what I am today & honestly I have no regrets..

 

My time may not be good now, but its not gonna be the same always, 

If it were good, still it wouldn’t last as Nothing lasts forever..

 

The wheel of time keeps moving, Now its upon us

whether we cry over what’s gone or go with the flow & move on with life… 

 

 

At the end of the choice is ours, decisions are ours. 

 

Somethings may not be under our control.

 

But how we handle ourselves under those circumstances IS under our control.

 

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So Close Yet So Far…

They say when you truly love someone distances don’t matter. Sometimes they don’t, because even if the person is far away from you physically he/she resides in your heart and in spite of being far, they’re never really far. But, what happens when someone you love is close to you but still seems miles away? They’re right in front of you but you cant confess your love to them. They see you but still can’t see your feelings. And you’re left wondering whether they really don’t know about it or they just don’t wanna accept it. This is a little something that sums up the feeling.

 

I can feel your eyes on me, 

But I fear looking into them, 

Afraid I’ll lose myself in them, 

Without even knowing it…

 

I see you right in front of me, 

But can’t speak to you, 

For the fear of letting it slip, 

How I feel about you…

 

I know you’ve noticed me, 

But I wonder why don’t you show it, 

I can see you trying to figure me out, 

So why don’t you just read my eyes???

 

 

Why this feeling of emptiness?

Oh boy! You’ve made me such a mess, 

It drives me crazy that you can’t see, 

What I feel for you…

 

Is it that you’re unaware of my feelings

Or are you just pretending to be so???

You don’t know how much it breaks me inside

that you’re SO close to me ..yet .. SO far…

 

Lovestruck…

I  always thought I wasn’t the kind,

Who would go crazy for someone,

I lived in a world of my own,

Living life crazy and loud, 

And that’s when you came & changed everything…

 

Just that moment when on you I set my sight , 

My whole existence was shaken,

And that moment I realised,

My heart that I guarded so well ,

Had been taken…

 

When I wasn’t expecting,

You struck me like a lightning, 

It was so blinding,

Your charm was so stunning, 

That I didn’t see it coming, 

 

I wish I could explain, 

How amazing you make me feel, 

And when you’re with me baby, 

The only emotion I know is bliss,

And my smile just dosen’t disppear

 

I felt I was crushing for you

But it seems so much more than that,

I can feel the chemistry  between us,

And I know that steadily,

Oh boy, I’m falling hard for you …

 

I know I sound totally crazy, 

Its a shock that I could be so lovestruck, 

But who has been able to control their feelings

And with that killer of a smile of yours for me

What else was there that I could do…

 

Wish words could express

What my heart says ,

Look into my eyes, 

And you’ll know the depth

Of my love for you

 

Let the silence speak, 

Listen to my heartbeat, 

All it wants is that this moment doesn’t end

All I ask of you is

Just stay with me FOREVER…

 

Live Like There’s No Tomorrow

 

Its a new day, 

So open your eyes, 

Allow the sunrays

Kiss your face…

 

Form a smile with your lips, 

Let the past fade

Make some new mistakes, 

Forget the ones that’ve been made…

 

Take life’s chances, 

Don’t have any regrets, 

Take  a stand for yourself

Live to fulfill your dreams…

 

Tell the person you love HOW MUCH you love them 

Before it is too late, 

Open your heart to them 

And leave the rest to fate

 

Dance in the rain,

Even if you don’t know how to

Sing your favourite songs with friends

Even if you are the worst singer…

 

Open you arms

To welcome the breeze brush you 

Wipe those tears of sadnees away 

And cry some tears of joy…

 

Be the author of your own life, 

Write your own story,

Break all the rules,

As they are meant to be…

 

Love truly & kiss slowly, 

Laugh out loud uncontrollably, 

Have the craziest fun 

And do something dangerously insane…

 

Live every moment to the fullest, 

Love like nothing else matters, 

Forget life’s sorrows, 

Live like there’s no tomorrow….

You’re my destiny…

The world judges  me by how I look,

Laughs at me when I fall,

But into my eyes when you look,

I feel you know me by my soul…

 

Even though I try to hide,

Just your presence takes my breath away,

And whenever we collide,

Beautiful sparks seem to fly…

 

My eyes search only you,

Even in a crowded room,

The way you look at me,

Makes me swoon…

 

When at me you smile,

My world turns around,

Time stops for awhile,

Like something invaluable lost has been found…

 

When you hold my hand,

I know to each other we belong,

Its the distances between us I can’t stand,

As a second without you seems lifelong…

 

When you whisper to me,

A shiver runs through my spine,

And I know at that moment,

That my heart’s no longer mine…

 

Vanished are my sorrows,

With you by my side,

With your arms around me,

I’d welcome death with arms open wide…

 

Without you my soul seems incomplete,

Impossible seems life’s journey,

I need you for my every heartbeat,

‘Coz it feels you’re my destiny…

I hate to love you

What happens when you run away from Love, don’t wanna fall for someone but still you do. Well this is how I’m able to sum up the feeling. Not that I have experienced it but still…

 

I hate you when you look at me 

and your eyes are able to see the depth of my love for you…

 

I really hate you when you’re able to see the tears through my smiles,

and can hear me crying even when I laugh hysterically…

 

I hate you even more when you are able to bring a smile

on my face even when I’m totally angry with you…

 

I hate the fact that I feel so lonely and scared

when you aren’t around me…

 

And I also hate the fact that I dont have an answer to the question

as to Why do you affect me in such a way???

 

But I also hate to say the things that I love about you…

 

I love the way you’re protective arms around me

make me feel so loved, cared and secured from the world…

 

I love it when you are ready to fight the world

just to stop my tears from falling down my face…

 

I love you even more when you make a fool of yourself

just so that you can see me smile again…

 

I really love you when you make me feel that

I’m the most special person in the world for you…

 

And I also love that you love me so much

that makes me love you the way I do…

 

Even though I hate to admit it that I hate to love you

but I can’t deny that I really love to love you…

Till the next time Asta la vista…:)

When there’s no other option than to stay strong and fight

 

Into the mirror I look, 

Trying to find a new reflection,

Wondering, why so long it took 

For me to find a new direction…

 

All this humiliation and pain

Was killing me from inside,

With every cruel word my heart stained,

Like somewhere a part of me died…

 

Even when I want to start a new life today

My past sill haunts, 

And when I wish for a new day, 

All I hear are peoples’ taunts…

 

Off my face I wipe away the tears, 

To replace them with a laugh,

I fight with my inner fears,

So they don’t break me in half…

 

I’ve had it all figured out, 

And I won’t let you break me further

Even your harshest clout, 

Is going to make me ever more stronger

 

All I say to those who hurt me is, 

Try breaking me as much you can,

Throw all dirt on me there is, 

But my spirit is something you can’t ban

 

Go ahead and throw me insults 

Hate me for what I am,

Soon you’ll get the result, 

And I’ll come up with a bang…

 

Hit me with the worst you got, 

Push me the hardest you can, 

My strength won’t rot,

And I’ll emerge as a winner in a little time span…

 

With your imagination so scant,

Think of me as a goner,

Laugh at me all you want

When I take the road less travelled on

 

‘Coz there’ll be a day, 

The world’ll be screaming my name

To my tunes it’ll sway, 

And you’ll be envious of all my fame…

 

You won’t believe your eyes,

When I’ll have someone by my side

Who’ll love me with their every sigh,

And I’ll be the reason for their pride…

 

That’ll be a time, 

When you’ll realise my worth,

But that realisation won’t be worth a dime, 

And my affection for you will have met its death…

 

When for granted I’m taken,

Makes me feel I have a terrible fate,

But by the time you know you’re mistaken,

It’ll be too late…